This has been true for the past few months really. It always seems that the more I want it, the less likely I'm actually going to get it. Being indecisive at times hurts the decision-making process too. But well, at long last, everything is hopefully coming to an end. Less worrying about the output, now all we need to focus is on the input. Money, money..... money! Haha. :p
As again I believe, "Tomorrow will be a better day". And it surely is turning out to be so! Oh, I'm so happy! Haha.